Saturday, May 7, 2011, 3:00 AM

Title: I love thee

This may be the last words I will ever write for thee
The last line that I will ever mention - I love thee.


Could it be for many reasons I can think of?
Could it be for no reason at all?
I love thee.


I love thee because you opened my eyes and my heart to care for thee
I love thee because I want to love thee
It is a decision made by my heart from which my mind has no control of
I love thee for no reason at all
And I never thought of anything you can
and cannot give to me to make me happy..
I love thee.



I only want to be with you
to hold your hand and walk beside you
to never hurt you and make you cry
to be with you and share with you this life
Because I love thee.


This may be the last time you will see me smile
for these words I may no longer say
I want you to know that I've been scared of making choices like these
because I don't trust me
but because it was my heart who made a choice for me
I have to believe and trust my heart


So this is me and there you are
I may never see your face for who you are again
But I want you to know this from the bottom of my heart
I love thee

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Friday, April 8, 2011, 2:51 AM

Title: Fool's soliloquy a lover's plea


your tears suspended
when will you fall?
dear masochist
your bitterness misplaced
a love just out of place
your endless melancholy remains
as i watch you move away


you let it rot
this love is dead
your folly shows
it's sickening plea
your blank stare
and all your wanderings
is there hope for you
or have you forgotten?
a longing that is wanting
to be set free?


i walk the dark corridors
here tonight
with only you in mind
these words i uttered
especially for thee
"i dare you to love me
i dare you to move
a step closer
to be with me".

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Tuesday, March 22, 2011, 5:16 AM

Title: Bulong


Hindi naman kailangan pang bigkasin ng puso kong sawi
Mga bagay na tayo lang ang nakakaramdam
Ang iyong mga ngiti
Mga mata mo at mga labi
Matanaw pa lang sa malayo
Kutis at mukha ng taong sinusuyo



Hindi naman kailangan pang awitin
Mga kantang inialay para lamang sayo giliw
Ang taas ng iyong minimithi
Ang lawak ng iyong pag-unawa
Ang lalim ng iyong pagmamahal



Hindi na kailangan pang sayo ay aking ulitin
Mga pangarap ko sa bukas na darating
Ikaw lamang aking sinta
Ikaw sa isip parati
buong pagkatao at kaluluwa



Akin ka na lang habang buhay
Dito sa aking piling iyong bigyang kulay
Akin ka na lang habang buhay
Hindi ako magsasawang ikaw ay mahalin
Akin ka na lang habang buhay
Sana ay hindi na ako magising
Akin ka na lang habang buhay
Sana ay hindi mo ako lisanin
Bulong sa pagsikat ng umaga
Bulong ko sa tadhana at kay bathala
Sana ay ako na lang ang iyong mahalin

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Friday, March 18, 2011, 9:20 AM

Title: Earth meets Earth



Destined to rule the sun
Venus and Saturn collide
You see the depths in me
When souls unite



Tangled in passion
Lost in translation
Planets aligned
and fate decides
When Earth Meets Earth


When Earth Meets Earth
and the universe entwined
my silent prayers
at night
are heard



Barriers are broken
Perfection unfolds
and horizons broaden
Every idea come to reality
Our truths conceived:
"We will never part".
When Earth Meets Earth



Traverse with me the same path
And only speak when necessary:
"You trust me"
"I trust you"


Cast off thy worries and concerns
Explore with me our nature
Our senses bound
in different levels
Fully dedicated,
We do not need anyone else
but each other
When Earth Meets Earth

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Saturday, March 5, 2011, 4:09 AM

Title: Cry



Cry?
I know not how to cry
I have different reasons
In various occasions
tried so hard to cry



I tried to kill it - desire
I tried to forget it - love
I tried
coz nothing changes
Still you aren't mine



Water droplets from my eyes
Streams of sadness
As I sigh
Of bitterness
and loneliness
Tonight
Finally I cried
Tonight
Because of you I died
Yet you aren't mine



Pour your heart to heavens
Beg
relief to thy forgotten
Pray
Send rain for love forbidden
Hide
Run to thy sweet haven
So they won't see you cry
So she can't tell
When you cried
When you died

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Tuesday, February 22, 2011, 4:07 AM

Title: Pangarap ko



kung ako ang tatanungin
pangarap ko lamang ay makita ka
makita kang masaya
kahit sa piling ng iba



kung ako ang tatanungin
pangarap ko ang mahalin ka
ang ibigin ka habang buhay
nang walang kahati na iba



panagarap ko ang ikaw ay lumigaya
pangarap ko ay ikaw ay mapasaya
ngayon at kailanman
habang ako ay may hininga
tayo man o hindi
kaibigan mo ako
mananatili



dahil para saan pa ang
pagmamahal ko
kung ikaw naman sa akin ay malayo
para saan pa ang puso ko
kung hindi ikaw ang laman nito
para saan pa ang lahat ng bagay sa mundo
kung wala ka na sa piling ko

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Sunday, February 20, 2011, 8:50 PM

Title: Tuliro


mga araw na lumipas
hindi ko man lang alam
kung saan patungo
ang puso kong hapo
ang tangi kong alam
ay sumunod lamang sayo
sumunod at umalalay sayo
kung ito ang paraan
upang mawala ang aking pagkalito



kung saan man ako dalhin
ng mga talampakan ko
wala na akong pakialam
gaano man kalayo
gaano man kadilim
gaano man kadami
silang mababait na
kulay itim



kahit saan
basta patungo sayo
kahit kailan
basta sinabi mo
kahit ano
huwag lamang malayo sayo



hanggang natuto na din
si makatang sumulat sa sarili
niyang wika
bawat tula
bawat linyang sinasalita
bawat tanung na dumapo sa isipan
isa isang ilathala



meron ka na nga bang pinagbago?
mula ng una kita makilala?
hindi ko na alam kung
alin ang paniniwalaan sa kanila
siya bang nakilala ko lamang sa malayo?
o ang taong isang dipa lamang sa akin ang tayo?



nang binalikan ko ang natatanging alaala
naririto ka aking nakasama
ngunit ibang tao naman ang ating pinoproblema
iba sa akin
ngunit hindi sayo



dahil lamang ba sa kanya
kung kaya kita nakasama?
dahil lamang ba sa kanya
kung kaya't ikaw ay aking nakilala?



sino ka ba talaga
kung wala sya?
sino ka ba talaga?
kung hindi mo sya nakilala?



nais kong ipaalam sayo
minamahal kita
kahit hindi ko alam kung sino ka



ang pag-ibig na ibinigay
ay hindi man bumalik
sa tula ko na lamang
ibabaling ang sakit
dahil hindi nararapat
dahil hindi dapat ipagtapat
dahil ayaw kong mawala ka
isang segundo man
sa aking alaala

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, 8:31 PM

Title: It is better that I don't know you



It is better that I don't know you
When I never knew you at all
When you simply appear and disappear
When all we say is hello
When there is nothing at all that I know
about you
Nothing
completely nothing.



It is better that I don't know you
Then I wouldn't know how to love you
Then I wouldn't try to love you
Then I wouldn't feel this way for you
Nothing you say matters
Nothing else matters since I don't know you



I don't know you
I don't know you at all
I know not who I love
I know not what I like
I know not if I should
I know not if I would
or could
or if I wanna stay with you
I know nothing
I know nothing



It is better that I don't know you
Let silence be my friend
Then mystery will finally end
All the pain I feel when you are not here with me
When I can't see me in your eyes
When I can't feel that you are there



I can write a thousand poems tonight
Just to set you free
Just to let you be
My friend
A mystery
My happiness
A new found glory

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Saturday, February 19, 2011, 2:41 AM

Title: Love at first sight

Minamahal kita kaya ako narito
minamahal kita kahit parang gusto ko nang sumuko
kung ikaw ngayon ay nalilito
hindi naman ako makalapit dyan sayo
kung ikaw ngayon ay nasasaktan
hindi man lang kita mayakap o mahagkan

ikaw lang ang nakikita
ng aking mga mata
ikaw ang nais makasama
sa bawat araw nang mula ng ikaw ay aking makilala

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, 2:32 AM

Title: Bitter

Muling susubok
sa sariling wika
gumawa ng isang tula
magpipilit maging makata
kahit ngayon lang para sa iyo
mapakita
walang bagay na hindi ko kakayanin
para makasama ka
walang wika ang hindi ko aaralin
para makausap ka


ngunit ganito na lang ba parati?
magtatanung?
masasaktan?
magmamahal?
maghihintay?


tao lang akong may damdaming nakalaan
tao lang ako marunung naman magdasal
ngunit panalangin ko
hindi man matupad
nais kong malaman mo
ikaw ngayon ang aking minamahal


tuwing iniiwan kita
ako ay nasasaktan
tuwing nakikita kitang mag-isa
tuwing wala kang kasama
ang puso ko ay nahihirapan


ngunit pinili mo na mag-isa
pinili mo na sa kanya na lang umasa
pinili mo lahat ng gusto mong mangyari
hinding hindi ako makakapangyari


kung kaya't hanggang dito na lang aking sinta
bukas makalawa ay maaring maglaho na
hanggang dito na lang giliw ko
pikit matang lalayo sayo

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Thursday, February 10, 2011, 3:46 AM

Title: Love is easy


Love is easy
though it can be cheesy
it is simple
never difficult to give away

Love is easy
say you are pretty
take my breath away

Love is easy
never say that it is hard to grasp
never say too hard to understand

For love is easy
when you find the right person for you to love

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Tuesday, January 25, 2011, 3:09 AM

Title: I love you not


you can have her
all of her and i won't stop you now
walk as fast as you can
go as far away from me as you can
and i won't follow



is it not enough to try just once?
when there isn't much time
for the two of us?
is it not enough to let you see my heart?
crushed and torn apart?



you can talk about her
and i won't listen
my ears are weary from hearing your pain
hurt as much as you can
love and get hurt again



i cannot go where you wanna go
i cannot be where you wanna be
i can only be here
just here where i wanna be



i wanna be with you
when the only thing we talk about
is us
and me and you
i wanna be where love is near
i wanna be where love is here



if love is here
then let it be free
free to give it away
and expect nothing in return



if love is here
then let it be true
be yourself
not someone else



if love is here
then let it be brave
brave to love
love with all your heart



if love is here
then let it be easy
never complicate
nor retaliate



if love is here then let it be accepted
hold me close
don't let me feel rejected



i wanna love
i wanna be with you
i wanna love
i wanna love you
i wanna love
even if i can't have you



i love you not
i love you true
i love you not
beyond a doubt

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Sunday, January 9, 2011, 1:44 AM

Kung IBig Mo Akong Makilala
Tula ni Ruth Elynia Mabanglo




Kung ibig mo akong makilala,
lampasan mo ang guhit ng mahugis na balat,
ang titig kong dagat--
yumayapos nang mahigpit sa bawat saglit
ng kahapon ko't bukas.

Kung ibig mo akong makilala
sunduin mo ako sa himlayang dilim
at sa madlang pagsukol ng inunang hilahil,
ibangon ako at saka palayain.

Isang pag-ibig na lipos ng lingap,
tahanang malaya sa pangamba at sumbat
may suhay ng tuwa't ang kaluwalhati'y
walang takda--
ialay mo lahat ito sa akin
kung mahal mo ako't ibig kilalanin.

Kung ibig mo akong kilalanin,
sisirin mo ako hanggang buto,
liparin mo ako hanggang utak,
umilanlang ka hanggang kaluluwa--
hubad ako roon: mula ulo hanggang paa.




This is the only filipino poem that I loved over the years. Actually, this is the only filipino composed poem that I know as well.



Here is the video of the song by Susan Fernandez Magno









See sometimes you think you know yourself, but maybe not. And sometimes you think you know a friend or just anyone you think you knew and maybe not again.

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Saturday, January 8, 2011, 4:07 AM

Title: Tell me how can I be happy for you?

Tell me how can I be happy for you?
If I force a smile in my face
If I look at you and meet your gaze
Everything inside me trembles
Everything I am falls apart
At the sight of you
My love



Tell me how can I be happy for you?
To know that you belong to her
Your heart is hers
Your mind is hers
And everything I want from you
is hers


Tell me how can I be happy for you?
In pain I write this poetry to you
Maybe one day I will learn to be happy for you.
If this is what I need to do.
I'll try if she promised not to hurt you.
I'll try because I care for you.

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Thursday, January 6, 2011, 4:46 AM

Title: Love has no face

You said it is her
the one you love
the one you care about


She has no face
She has no name
Someone I only hear about


If love is love
then show me now
this love you said
and how it
ever came to be


I wanna know
if love is true
I wanna know
if love is you


For love has no face
to me if it is not out there
when I can't see
when I can't tell


Love has no face
when it is not you
the one I see
the one I wanna be with
today and for eternity

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, 4:27 AM

Title: Random


mad at love
hurt again
curse the pain
have not gain
your trust
your heart
your love


waited this long
for someone to come along

you never wanted me
not the way i wanted you
you never will care
the way i care for you

pain
oh pain
sad
oh sadness

have no one again
my life filled with sadness
have no one again
pain stuffed with emptiness

pain
oh pain
sad
oh sadness

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Saturday, December 25, 2010, 2:37 AM

Title: Sa kanto


Sa kanto
ay maraming kuwento.
mga istoryang
hindi nararapat
ipagtapat.


Sa kanto
maraming loko.
mga hangal ang kaluluwa,
sunog baga,
labas bituka
ang pakalat- kalat.



Sa bawat hakbang
papunta sa kanto
sari sari
ang nadarama.


Mga katanungang
naghihintay ng sagot
mga damdaming
dapat siguro ay
ibaon na lamang
sa limot.


Ikaw ang dahilan
kung bakit nariyan..


Ikaw ang dahilan
kung bakit narito..


ang puso ko
at buong pagkatao..


Mananatili ka nga lang ba
sa aking puso
bilang isang
likhang isip?
isang taong
mahal ko lamang
sa aking mga panaginip?


Kung hindi ikaw
sino?
Kung hindi tayo
paano?

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Friday, December 24, 2010, 4:15 AM

Title: Kamusta Sinta


Kamusta na sinta
Ikaw ngayon
ay aking nakasama


Kamusta na sinta
Ikaw
Ako
ang ating alaala


Nais kong
ikaw ay makasama
Makausap ka
at makita


Nais kong
ikaw ay makasama
Makilala ka
at sa iyo ay
mapakita


Simple lang ang buhay
kung andyan ka
Simple lang ang mabuhay
kung minamahal kita


Kamusta na sinta
sana ay lagi mo
akong maalala


Minsan lang mabuhay
sana ay wag kang
malumbay


Minsan lang mabuhay
narito ako
lagi mong karamay

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Thursday, December 23, 2010, 3:41 AM

Title: Break Me


break me
make me
go away


i don't
want to
wait for
another day


let me know
when it is over
don't leave
me wondering


tell me
you don't
love me
tell me
right away


break me
make me
leave you
anyway


i cant stand
you
make the
pain
go away

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Sunday, December 19, 2010, 4:31 PM

Title: Found


Deaf to my cries
my pain
denies,
this love
I found.

Blind to my tears
my loneliness
and fears,
I
found
Love.


Found love
in my pain.
a sin,
is it ?
if i will gain?


Found her
in my heart;
my love
coz we're apart.


And then she asked me,
if i love you?
she asked me,
coz she thinks i have you?
she asked me,
but she never knew.
you left me broke.
you left me cold.
you left me broke.
she wasn't told.

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9intervals, the idea is derived from a cat having nine lives. I guess, I don't have to tell you how much I love cats! We've been through intervals in this lifetime. Guess, I'm lucky to be alive. I don't think I would be lucky the next time. But nevertheless, we have our intervals. A certain episode that we remember in the past that affects our future. Or maybe just something that we can learn from. A little something to look back to.

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