Is this love?
I've seen two lesbian films this month and it makes me think: Is this love?
Room in Rome is about 2 people spending a night together. This film is beautiful because of its great transition. They were able to connect one scenario to the other to reveal a story.
I love this movie also because of the message it conveys. I think the film made me envious also. I wish I can take that risk to be with someone. I say this because one of the characters is about to get married and then she fell for a girl.
Sometimes I don't think the stories in movies happen in real life. Is it not crazy the entire idea of leaving a marriage to runaway for love?
Elena Undone is the second film I watched and it is about discovering friendship and true feelings.
In this film the idea of twin flame was introduced to me. And for some crazy reasons.. I think I'm buying the idea and I want to read and research more about it.
I love the line of Elena when she refused to let go of Peyton as she confessed her feelings to her. Here goes...
Peyton: I really like you. More than I should. So... we don't, you know, have to talk about it or anything. I mean, I'm fine with that. I just think that if we just... don't spend time...
Elena: No! No! No, god, Peyton. No! I don't want to not spend time!
Peyton: But, you just heard what I said...
Elena: Yes, but we... we need to be in each other's lives! I just found you! You're my absolute best friend. And I know we can get around this. I don't want to not be with you. And you can have *all* of me. All of it except for that. All of me.
Peyton: Okay, just so you know... 'that' is a big deal for a lesbian. I mean, at least in the beginning.
Elena: I just... Peyton, let's have some wine. Let's make a plan. Just please, please don't take you away from me.
Going back to my question.. Is this love? Well, I think it is. I love more than myself because love is bigger than me. I love more than forgiveness because I think I'm having endless supply of it stored in my heart. I just think I can forgive myself and forget about the pain all over again just to have this love back.
Here goes my Is this love checklist..
Is this love? Yes, I think this is love because I know no parting and it makes me sad to know we are apart.
Is this love? Yes, because I am willing to bet my life on it.
Is this love? Yes, because it makes me happy to have it.
Is this love? Yes, because despite our differences I still find you amazing and cute.
I guess, fear is a factor that makes me stay away and I admit being such a wimp in the past and even today.
But it takes two to tango. I wish you did not let me go that easily. It makes me sad to even think about it.
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