Saturday, December 31, 2011, 5:44 AM
2011 recap
I was thinking really hard to find out how my 2011 has been and the winning title for this blog should have been "Year of the Arts" which is probably the closest I can get to the experience.
1. The year with the art of falling in love. Yes this is the year that I have loved someone so deep so much.
2. The year with the art of letting go. Yes this is also the year that I let go of my relationship and also the idea that someone will ever love me the way I do.
3. The year where I get to indulge in theatre arts. Yes I went to see two stage plays this year which is really amazing because I was wishing for it back in 2008 or 2009 and I finally got the chance to watch plays from which tickets were bought by myself.
4. The year of music. Yes this is probably the year of outpouring music in my life.
I love these artists
5. The year of poetry. I think I did write countless poems this year 2011!
6. The year where I studied culinary arts. Yes I know how to make a sauce and stock now.
Sad to say the year 2011 has not been kind to me. It was filled with lost and loneliness. :(
I lost my digicam.
I lost my girlfriend and my friend who is very special to me.
But God is faithful and maybe I am just to learn from these experiences as I continue to trust in Him.
This year I stayed in 2 locations which became my temporary turf and I'm thankful coz the Lord kept me safe coz most of the time I was living alone.
This year 2011 I also got my rashes which tested my faith and the faith of the people around me. I'm still thankful to God because I'm still healing.
I'm thankful for God's protection coz this year I've had scary vacation experience in Coron and in Cagayan de oro and I survived them both!
They say I should always count my blessings so I will still think of things to be thankful for like my promotion at work. :) Thank God still for my work.
To be honest it is very hard for me to be thankful for 2011 because my heart is heavy for not having love in my life.
In the darker side 2011 has been filled with fights and misunderstandings and pain. :(
But I guess this will only lead me to the paths of maturity and sometimes we just have to take pain and more pain to learn our lessons.
I guess because of the pain I have better things to do in the coming year 2012.
I guess my prayer will be for my family and friends to worship God for the rest of our lives. To focus in Him and not in ourselves. To do good and become better.
