Twisted
Me and my twisted thoughts again on subject of lying.
There is a difference if you say I'm lying and if I'm just joking around. There is a difference between a lie and a joke.
A lie is said with the intentions of hurting someone by covering something that will be hurting someone.
A joke is simply told to people who would like to hear the joke. No intentions to hurt anyone at all.
When you joke about a truth you have to know the reasons why the truth which is something really serious needs to become a joke.
Truth hurts right? And a joke makes the hurt unnoticeable.
But to be lied upon hurts the most.
I know feelings are not supposed to be public because who knows if the public can accept it?
But I'm tired of sharing my pain to anyone who cannot understand me. And even if I intend things to become better it gets worse.
I'm blogging about the difference between a lie and a joke simply because I have no choice but to let you know how I see it.
If I have a choice, I'd rather be with you and say nothing. Because only in silence will you hear my heart. I'd rather be quiet all the time as long as I'm with you. And I resent myself for ever being in this freak show. Coz I used to be happy when I was in my world. Please know that I only came out of my shell because I can no longer keep my pain and happiness to myself. I needed to tell the world how much you mean to me. You mean so much to me even if you do nothing to deserve it.
I never lied to you. And I never will.
The things that they can never give to you
Is my everlasting devotion and affection
I love you so much in this lifetime
and even in the afterlife
The things they can never give to you
Is my truth
Is my love
Is my life
Is my everything
All these I share with you
Because of love
I dare not look in your eyes
I fear I might break down in tears
I dare not follow you or speak with you
For fear of losing you
Yet it seemed like I already did
Because of a lie
Because of a lie
Because of the truth
Because of love
Because of you
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Cheryl Ching
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9intervals, the idea is derived from a cat having nine lives. I guess, I don't have to tell you how much I love cats!
We've been through intervals in this lifetime. Guess, I'm lucky to be alive. I don't think I would be lucky the next time. But nevertheless, we have our intervals. A certain episode that we remember in the past that affects our future. Or maybe just something that we can learn from. A little something to look back to.
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