I used to escape by watching movies. I used to watch movies to learn from the scenes which tells the same story like that of how I feel. I guess this was a long time ago. And I haven't learned from any movie since then. And I haven't seen myself in any character since then.
I said you were like me when I was probably 20 yrs old. Why do I feel this way about you? Why do I see myself in you when I was younger yet we are really of the same age? Where have you been all these years? Why does it look like you are just about to start your life? Or should I say my life years ago? Why do I have the weirdest thinking that somewhere along the way a part of me has been reincarnated in you and seeing you live that life makes me complete. Why do I feel like I need to see you live this life to the extent that I want to be with you every step of the way?
I've always said I was a zombie since you came about. I was merely waiting for someone like you to come.
I wish I can keep you forever.
I wish I'm just a ghost so you won't see me and I can be with you always.
I'm writing this blog because I'm just about to start watching a movie recommended by yourself.
Why do you like this movie? Why do people like you like this movie? If only I can find the right movie for us, I would have sent you the cd so you would understand how I feel.
I'm trying and I'm still trying to keep you even if you have already decided to shut me down.
Because of the pain I am hopeful that one day I will again write a story which I can be proud to share to the world.
Thank you.
Thank you for being my inspiration.
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Cheryl Ching
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9intervals, the idea is derived from a cat having nine lives. I guess, I don't have to tell you how much I love cats!
We've been through intervals in this lifetime. Guess, I'm lucky to be alive. I don't think I would be lucky the next time. But nevertheless, we have our intervals. A certain episode that we remember in the past that affects our future. Or maybe just something that we can learn from. A little something to look back to.
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