Do you wanna know how it is to die? I don't think you never knew how it felt like.
I think you do know how it felt to die. I think all of us died a different kind of death in this lifetime. And you are probably dying now and it is only a matter of time before you finally transition.
Dying did me good. It made me appreciate how it is to live again. It saved me from the real death. When you die not because you stopped breathing but because something ended. It felt like you were in a limbo waiting for judgment. You were just there waiting for something to live for right?
When I died not too many people came to my burial. Even those who are close to me did not fully understood why I had to die.
I met God when I died. I found out about His kindness and faithfulness. He was the only One who will ever understand me. He is the only One who really knew me. No one else did get me. No one knows my thoughts. No one will ever know everything that was not written or ever said. But God knows and He knows the desires of our hearts.
If I am to die again I believe love will bring me back to life. The grace of God will bring me back to life. His mercy and love will see me through. So I pray that you would receive His love. I pray that you will trust Him completely. For only God knows when all these will really end.
If you ask me how I died lately, I can probably say I died because of loneliness and some sort of internal bleeding that I suffered from losing a friend. It will be hard to stay away but I will keep trying until I get used to it.
My last words will be, I love you very much and I wish you well. If only I can just be a ghost so I can always be with you and you wouldn't know about it.
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Cheryl Ching
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9intervals, the idea is derived from a cat having nine lives. I guess, I don't have to tell you how much I love cats!
We've been through intervals in this lifetime. Guess, I'm lucky to be alive. I don't think I would be lucky the next time. But nevertheless, we have our intervals. A certain episode that we remember in the past that affects our future. Or maybe just something that we can learn from. A little something to look back to.
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