Friday, December 17, 2010, 4:29 AM
I'm not a lesbian
I've been reading the bible faithfully for the past 2 months now so I think I should let you know what is bothering me lately.
My readings are from the new testament and most of them are the letters of Paul to the church.
Paul was telling the church to live a godly life. To fight the good fight of faith. To run the race and be faithful till the end.
This brings me to the thought of how I can apply what I have read.
Am I living a life that is pleasing to God?
People know that I'm a lesbian because I like girls and I'm in a relationship with a girl.
You see, I never really knew who I should be so there are still times when I say I'm not a lesbian.
I'm not a lesbian because I did not grow up liking women. I was just growing up loving a woman. Is there a difference?
I'm not a lesbian because I don't really like dressing up like a man. But it seems like I carry it well when I tried looking like a man.
And I don't want to be a lesbian if this will not please God. But this is still something I need to pray about because I still don't understand why you can't love and fall in love with the same sex.
